Dreams and tears

My heart is sore and worn.  Nothing big and massive but the typical pinpricks we all experience.  My car has been in the shop for almost 2 weeks thanks to hungry squirrels eating the wiring.  I haven't found a new job yet and am almost to the end of two months of unemployment.  I have been waging a great battle with squirrels trying to live in my attic and walls but ammonia and banging on the walls seems to be helping.  I think I need some spring.  In early times people used tonics at the end of long winters to restore souls.  Maybe I need a tonic.